Sometimes I've got the feeling, I'm blind.
Or, and this might be true: I do see and understand things, 
other people seem to be blind for.
I believe, it's a deeper level, where I am.
Sametime, I've got some trouble with the surface.

To me, I do believe, the inner being is important.
What you believe, what your very inner persuasions are.



Same time - it is sort of my 'fault'.
Not what I've done, but that I seem to have brought other people
into thinking this or that about me.

To be honest, many things I cannot take serious.

Did have several near death experiences, I don't want to indicate,
but it's about the sensible world being a surface.
Nothing more.

Thye important things you cannot by with money.